Thank you all my dear, dearest internets for your prayers, love and support. It means more to me than I could ever express with words.
One would think that if one had plenty to do at home one could find something to do while at home now that one was unemployed…wouldn’t one? Now don’t get me wrong I do have lots of things I could be doing for example here’s a list:
Submit poems somewhere
Prepare meals calendar
Go through junk boxes to price crap for a yard sale
Spring clean the yard
Straighten up the garage
Think about how to decorate the living room
Call a friend
Straighten up my studio
Do the laundry
Do something artsy
Make curtains for dining room, kitchen, office and studio
Organize a million photographs
Read some books or at least one
Write some poetry
Fix some screens that need it
Finish the two quilts
Do my resume
Hunt for a job with benefits
I’m sure there are lots of other things, but no, one can’t seem to do anything in any kind of strategic manner. My brain is scattered I’m writing this post when my single intent was to find a recipe for pulled pork. I had one but of course can’t locate it since I have not been able to find any of my recipes that apparently are lost out in there where everything got shoved when the house flooded last year. And speaking of last year, it flew by so fast I’m still not sure this year has started. Except it has and my pork butt sits in the kitchen sink waiting for me to find that recipe that I want, but can’t seem to get to.
I feel so lost, walking in a circle, like a dog chasing its tail cause that’s all there is do, but not really there are other things. To do of course and the focus has gotten all hazy like the woods across the street when there is a fog or when it’s raining really hard and they become obscure. I mean I know they are there, but just can’t quite see ‘em. I really should look for that recipe before my internet gets cut off. So if you don’t hear from me for a while it’s not because I’m too busy with work it’s just the internet was cut off. Did I mention that I’m cooking supper every day, well pretty much every day now that we are home again and I don’t work.
And just to let ya know while I am sad and get a bit teary about It is so not the end of the world. God has His plan and His timing for all things. I am certain that all will be as they should be. Yes the cobra plan is available I only hope that my unemployment will cover the cost with a little left over for internet.
Any clue as to what I want to do? Come on give me your suggestions I’m pretty open except for the Mortgage Industry and Cosmetology -I’ve already had careers in them (20 + yrs & 10 yrs)